Sunday, June 28, 2009

Bored

I feel that I lack activities. I feel that today is a wasted day. Or rather, I wasted my day away. However, I did managed to get some work done. So why am I feeling wasted? Hmm...
My brain cells are only used to think of what I should have for lunch and dinner. Very unused. I don't feel that I have been using my brain a lot although I have, for every millisecond that passed.

I know this is very random. But it just shows how bored I am. What a life. Still, boredom has got me thinking and wondering the unusual-ness of the facts of life, sadly. There is a very huge question mark in my head.

How can 2 people, strangers at first, become friends, good friends and then suddenly for no reason at all become strangers again? Something must have happened right? Like something big. Why else would there be such a difference. It kinda feels like you turned your back on everyone else, or was it just mine? I do understand that routines must be changed to suit the circumstances, but when no effort is put into fitting that routine back in our lives, it really beats me. I really enjoyed that company, that laughter, that fun. It just disappeared with a blink of an eye. Time is running out, I doubt it will ever return. I really hate to say this, but I feel that I lost something and I miss those times. I miss you, my friend.

What happened? I really don't know.
Could it be that being too close leads to separation?

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