In another 50 hours, the number 7 will change into an 8. It will never go back to 7, never again. By now, many people would have made plans to welcome 2008. So have I. I'll be meeting up with the girls for a gatheing. It will be fun.
In my messenger, I typed "Welcome 2008", but am I really welcoming it? Part of me isn't. Am i ready to step into the new year? I am not. Do i seem to have a choice about that? No. Reality kicks in and the only way is to make that part of me want to welcome 2008. Unless I'm like Hiro Nakamura. Haha.
Why am I not ready? Unsure? Definitely.
2008 is going to bring in a lot of changes for me, at least that's what i think. Thinking about myself only. Self-centered little gril? I don't think so. It's just one of those days. Anyway, back to the reasons. First of all, I'm going to turn 18. A LEGAL age to do many things. Time to learn driving. Time to enter a partly new environment in April. Time to start acting like an adult. That's the worst part of growing up. To be grown up.
Resoultions? Plenty. But only a few that I will try to fulfill, or rather, that I will fulfill. People always say " Don't make resoultions if you are not going to keep em'." I don't have a habit of doing so. So maybe it's time I do it, not for the sake of it, but for real. Are there any rules to making resolutions?
2007 has not been much of a good year for me. In fact, it was pretty lousy, I would say. Acceptence, Realization, Denial, Decision-making. Important decision-making. Made many decisions in my life, some good ones, some bad ones. Who doesn't? But in 2007, I made a hefty one. One that I am still trying to get over completey. It's been a considerably fast year. However, I still had good moments, all the fun times that i shared with the people around me, I will not forget. I have also learnt a lot of these new people who came into my life. Thanks for the lessons.
In a more optimistic way, 2008 is going to be a fresh new start. More people will walk into my life and maybe some will walk away. No matter what sh*t life brings in, we have to continue to walk down that road, no matter how long and winding it is.
So, all in all, enjoy life the way it is. Life's too short.
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