thanks

the feeling of being appreciated is really good. in fact, touched. i am touched by those words. it never occurred to me that i could have made such a difference. honest. and yes, i agree. no doubt it has only been a mere 6 months. i can tell that there is a bond. though i may be leaving, i will definitly still be around. our lives are gonna be different but we can still learn from each other. the times spent was really great and i'm really glad that i've made such a good friend. a friendship that should be able to last if we put in a little effort to keep.

though the time spent together will be much less, the bond will remain and even grown stronger. i've seen it happen. and it's happening to me right now.

we have left school fo almost a year now. i have lost contact with many people but there are some who remain here by my side till now. of course it should, or it wouldn't really be called friendship right? it's a kind of relationship afterall. the question is, why doesn't it happen to everyone? why only to some people? well, simply because of the strength of the friendship. we don't see each other for long periods of time but through msn, sms and phone calls, we know that there is someone there. where we find our source of support, comfort and fun.

i may have helped many people along the way and may even have made an impact on them unknowingly. i don't need to know but i'm just glad i made a difference. many people have done that to me too. i'm glad they did!

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anyway, O levels have started already and i know of people who are taking or re-taking it. all the best to everyone.

retaking it is indeed tough... self discipline is really required. i won't say you mastered it but you managed. no need to fret, i think the amount of prep work should be enough. just focus and do it! most importantly, DO NOT panic. and as i said, do well and you will get rewarded.
i know that the period has not been good. tough period indeed. but hey.. you got through most of it yourself, what's there to a few more months? it may feel draggy but that's life. i'm sure you will be able to get through it. you just need loads of support! and hey... people are giving it to you. at least i am... can you feel it? can you????? don't you ever feel alone. true, no one knows exactly how it feels, only you do. but has it occurred to you that everyone feels alone during these kind of circumstences? that alone, shouldn't make you feel alone. and anyway, how you feel really depends on how u want it to feel like. so, same thing again... it just a phone call, message away...