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been some time since i published a post...

well, the 3 weeks have finally ended. 3 weeks was actually quite like 3 months. i wonder what 3 months would have felt like. but mum was right, i may just miss it on the last day. i did. but only missing the people there, not the job. also a big thank you to all the people who have helped me through it. it was one of the difficult times in life that i'm going through. i will never truely be settled down until i get into the new course and experience the working life of it. i have indeed been frightened. i may even have to think twice before i try new things again. lesson learnt: when making desicions, think as far as possible. no harm in doing so, the harm lies in making the wrong desicions. yes, we are have made wrong desicions and gone through the consequences. if there's no mistakes, how the hell do we learn? what i mean is, spread the mistakes out, i can't take too much at one time. it applies to everything in life.

so, many things have been going on. i have yet to weigh the importance of them.