boring

school has been goin on for 2 weeks already. it may seem fast, but not fast enough for me. the not-so-recent exam has drained the shit out out me and i'm too exhuasted to recover. most people have already recovered and starting their next race. i don't think i will compete on the same race as them because i do not want to go through the process in such a short time. my attitude has changed drastically to the extend that i don't recognise myself. it was never like this. what happened? i seriously cannot answer.

life in a JC for now:
isn't stress full at all. the workload is still managable. content isn't very difficult to understand.

what i'm doing:
i'm totally reluctant to attend school. leave work undone till last minute. cannot be bothered to read up.

even now, there's a stack of work to be done but i'm not picking the pen up. worst of all, i don't see any point in going to school. to learn? i'm not interested. for friends? i don't glue well with them. i'm already trying to make the best out of my time there but i just can't do it. i'm always looking at the time, wishing that i can go off soon. people may think that i'm crazy, but the only thing that's worth going for is PE and judo training[which are killers].

what the hell is going on?