sad

i got a B4 for my add math. i thought that it was quite an achievement, considering the fact that i had been failing it. for a D7 to a B4 is an improvement of 4 grades! i'm quite happy with it actually.
but i had a shocked when i received this reaction. " B4?! why so bad? what happened?! cannot be like this!" for a moment, i was stunned.
i feel that it is quite demoralizing to have this kinda reaction. it's like my effort was not appreciated at all! why in the world do i even bother??
and my head feels like it weighs a ton! my neck is going to break soon....[i hope it only for now as my BP rose]