not just abt me

it is not just about me anymore. this time, it involves many others too.. maybe it was NEVER just about me. it could be because i just realised it.
i've never expected myself to have to face this kinda of thing. if it means making me suffer a little and in return allowing more people to benefit and be happy, i don't mind at all. all i need is hardwork and determination no matter what the odds are. but i cannot do this alone. no doubt it is my own battle, i cannot fight it alone.. metally and phsically, it is difficult and i will still try.. i will try my best not to be a disappointment to anyone espically myself.. i will and i must.. this is just another obstacle in my life that i have to cross.. with some help, this crossing will be much easier..